1、有时候当我夜里躺在床上的时候，我特别强烈地想抚摸自己的胸，想倾听我的心安静地有节奏地跳动。
Sometimes e if every night before he goes to bed, people can look back in their hearts on e stronger.
24、只有改变自己，我才不用听那些让我失落的指责。
I don't have to listen to the blame for my loss unless I change myself.
25、我把自己隐藏在内心深处，从未想过他人，心里只有自己，在日记里平静地记录下我的喜怒哀乐。
I hide myself deep in my heart, never think of others, only myself, calmly record my joys, sorrofort.
30、我偎依着他，感觉到情感的波澜从心中涌起，泪水夺眶而出，左侧的泪水落在了他的工作服上，右侧的泪水滑落到鼻子上，滴落到地面上。他注意到了吗？
I snuggled up to him, feeling the emotional waves rising from my heart, tears pouring out of my eyes, tears falling on his work clothes on the left side, tears falling on his nose on the right side, dropping on the ground. Did he notice?
31、一想到远处低沉的嗡嗡声，我就发抖，因为这是毁灭的信号。
I tremble at the thought of the deep buzz in the distance, because it is a sign of destruction.